To Have Loved...

Last night lingered forever

And we were ending in its midst

I spoke
We divided
Now I quiver when I see her

Those looks that scream "Come stop me from leaving!"
And the words that were mouthed
Her face said betrayal and I can not stand myself when I see it
But I look at her every second
She hasn't left me

I've cried and wondered
Where are the imperfections now that I look back with 20/20 eyes?
Why has the world stopped?
What is there?
There is strength
And I must rely and remember
I love her and I must let her go